Blue Horizon

Today, it seems to be a full moon, the blood moon. The lunar eclipse is the day when the shadow of the blue earth can be seen - I want to stay silent and relax with sort of all-embracing clarinet Jazz number like Sidney Bechet and a glass of red wine as the bloody blood moon tonight

I got some level of anxiety for some days.

I don't want to talk too much now.

Leaving quietly alone,

Spending quietly

beside a book you don't know what is written

While following my heart

Emotional things rising

While watching my heart open there

I try returning to space without trying to hold it down -