108

I don't know what I did, but it seems like I got burned on the side of my lower lip. It doesn't hurt specially, but it can't be helped from touching, because of the itching and tingling that is a peculiar feeling to the wound healing in the middle. It is often said that you should throw away your worldly desires, ''klesha'', or cut off your anxieties, but if you change your perspective, you should enjoy it because it could become delicious. I mean, it is fun to accumulate things that I have acted all disgraceful for a year and throw them away like such a game. Passion is life. That is life, but some of passions sometimes are reckoned that is evil known as an evil passion, which is desire or thirst. I am rubbing my burned lip while calling it to me inside of my heart, that is thinking about how I can escape from this itching. I'm busy this week, so I want to run through. At a certain training studio, I just brought back a locker key. That is, I might be tired as much as a lack of right mindfulness. The key number was No.108. Its meaning of 108 is worldly desires. On new year’s eve, the bell tolls 108 times with the reason of welcoming the New Year at every Japanese temple to eliminate people’s 108 worldly desires, like the Buddha attained enlightenment to the cessation of suffering and the path to attain the end. I shall be nirvana, a state of untroubled bliss at last. I would like to put the key in the right place first this week.

mixedmedia on canvas
400× 400